phantoms

I was searching for something I wrote just now. I thought I wrote it, but I don't remember if I saved it. I don't even remember if I wrote it on the laptop. Maybe I wrote it on my notebook, or maybe I didn't even write anything at all.

It could be one of those phantom memories, the kind that mix things from 2 or more memories, and create a new one. OK, I just made up the term "phantom memories."

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Actually, I just googled it (those periods ^"...." represent a lapse of time). Phantom memories exist. I think that's what deja vu's are too (I don't know if "vu's" would have an apostrophe, but deja vus doesn't look right fsr). Anyways, I think deja vu's are just two memories put together, or something like that. Two things that you sense put two other memories together and get something new, like you've been there.

I went off topic. Anyways, the document I was looking for was about how I change a lot. I change anywhere from every 2 or 3 days to a week. And then there's long term changes too. Like how I used to be depressed for a long time, but now I'm not. Well, this is in the description of the Pisces (to be fluid, you know, like water). Looks like astrology got it right. Is this a self fulfilling prophecy? I'm malleable, and sensitive too....!!!!**** I just remembered!

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No I didn't. Malleable and sensitive triggered something, so I tried searching for the document again, and didn't find it. Anyways, me being malleable and sensitive could just be self fulfilling prophecies. I could have read it, and started convincing myself at some level that I am malleable and sensitive. But then if it was that easy to convince me that I am malleable, then that means I am malleable, right?

Man, wish I could remember where I wrote that.

-LJL

P.S. that'd be crazy if it was a memory from the future. Could It Be? Spooky Experiments That 'See' The Future.