Maybe I should just get a 1 bedroom apt.

Back to living in the living room. No privacy. Today is one of those days when I was expecting something, but things turned out another way. Those days shake up my system. I was going to say I hate those days, but I don't hate them. They are part of life. They just cause a different reaction in me, an uncomfortableness.

I don't like not being able to be comfortable in my own home. I guess it's not my own anymore since I'm not paying bills anymore. Great.

Oh well. In a way, this is good, because later I was hoping for something. Hmm... That doesn't say much, but I don't want to say much either because it's too personal to put online.

So I'll end it there. Back to living uncomfortably.

-LJL