I ♥ seitan

that's right, i discovered seitan not too long ago. i like how it tastes, and i like how it sounds like "satan." there's something evil in the air, not too evil though. I barely even notice it most of the time. I watched the Exorcist yesterday, and the Omen and Rosemary's Baby before that. All good horror movies.

i feel like i'm in a loop. it's not a bad loop, because i don't feel bad, it's just a loop that i don't know how to get out of. and i want to get out of it, because... i don't know why. i guess because society expects it, kind of. and it'd be nice to get a steady job that pays more than i currently earn.

it's kind of comforting knowing that others are confused about their futures. at least i'm not alone. it's also comforting knowing that i'm not in a bad mood. not right now, at least.

currently i'm listening to a doom metal band called Cough. this effin song is 19 minutes long. probably going to put in some Flaming Lips after this.

Chris made a cool picture of me today. it's not a portrait, it's a drawing based on my characteristics. it turned out well. once we get it scanned, I'll put it here. i don't feel like capitalizing much today, only names, and a few other letters.

self-reference. i took a pit-stop to skim through the wikipedia page for self-reference.

hmm... what else is new? i think that's it for now.

-LJL