Some people never fit in, they adjust. I don't know why I'm going further and further into this outcast thing, instead of trying to step into the light. There must be something in the air. Maybe it's something I'll never figure out.
Maybe it's my true nature. How does one find out their true nature anyways? it's not like we can examine our subconscious. I guess we can try. I mean, our actions are a reflection of our deepest thoughts, right? And if taking distorted pictures, hiding from cameras, being quiet, liking solitude, and exploring the unknown are a reflection of my subconscious, it's something i can live with. I guess I'd like to be more social sometimes too.
Balance. Some people function better if the scales are tipped more towards the social side. I can do well if the scale is tipped towards the hidden, but not completely weighed down on that side. I like to go out to social places like bars, parks, concerts, etc... But I love places that concern the individual more, like bookstores, museums, nature trails.
I also feel like I've spent so much time inside my own head, that it's time to experience the outside world now. And I've gotten better with that. Maybe all this is just a passing thing. It may be pushed to the subconscious soon.
-LJL
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